well let me think... since 2nd semester of my freshman year... I've learned that you cant force love on someone. even if you put all of yourself into that love, you cant make them want the same thing. I've also learned that you can lose desire to continue in something. you eventually get tired of it and back out. you try to convince yourself that it will be worth it but sometimes, you just have to let go. and giving a million second chances only sets you up for failure.......
October of 2014, I went to Florida and IT WAS BEAUTIFUL!!!! I love the beach and palm trees and little lizards/geckos that run free! and I think its funny that every squirrel in Florida is skinny! no fat ones! even if one was pregnant, it wouldn't be as big as a skinny one in Illinois! (maybe that's not true but you get my point). my favorite thing about the beach is the sunrise and sunset. it is breath taking and reminds you that life is a beautiful and blessed thing. while I was in Florida, I held, fed and kissed a baby gator! I ate some gator jerky right afterwards too.... poor gator..... The thing i loved most about going to Florida was meeting my step grandparents and being able to spend a week with them! they are great people and they are always sweet! their house was nice, food was amazing, company was great and the pool was fun! going to Florida taught me that there is more fun out in the world, I just have to go dive into it!
my step mom was pregnant 2nd semester last year and had my little brother, Eden, at the beginning of this year. he is 3 months old now and he is my lil' bubby. I love him to death. I love making him smile and laugh, changing him, rocking him to sleep, having conversations with him, singing to him and I love that he is in my life. love you lil' brudder! :*
the most exciting thing about this school year was taking drivers ed. when I got behind the wheel, I felt a new responsibility. i had taken a new step and there was no going back. I just passed my drivers ed. driving test with a solid B! I'm proud of myself! but I still need much more practice. in fact, I'm buying my car in about a week. my step-grandpa is picking it up from a guy he bought it off of, testing it, cleaning it, and selling it to me! I'm excited! (I'm most likely going to fix it up so it looks bad @$$!)
that is pretty much all that is important that happened.........
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