Thursday, March 24, 2016

Week 27: Breaking The Chains May Seem Like a Mistake

I remember when i was in a situation that made me feel awful. i didnt know what i felt or what exactly i wanted. all i knew was that i wasnt being true to what my heart wanted. i found myself depressed. my everyday mood went from 8/10 to 3/10.... i didnt want to go outside. i never seemed to be genuinely happy. i hated it. i knew it wasnt good. i knew i needed to get out somehow. so i broke the chains. and the chains happened to be a person. i couldnt help it was a person i broke to get me free. but i did it. i felt guilt for a loooong while. the first week, i cried whenever no one was looking. i couldnt help but crack a couple of times at school.... i couldnt keep any food down..... this was my world...... and now i needed to find a new focus..... it seemed like a mistake then
but now.......
it was a stepping stone of my life.
destruction of the rock in the road. i could finally see ahead of me.
and now i can follow my hearts dreams...
and i will never again hesitate against it to try to "save" someone...
because the truth is...
if you cant love them the way they are, dont even try to.
people dont change.

3 comments:

  1. I don't even know what blog this is. I thought i was reading your diary or something. very deep. well said.

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  2. I don't even know what blog this is. I thought i was reading your diary or something. very deep. well said.

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